October 14th

A want of passage

I go on & on & on about self-discovery but I never ask myself, "What do I want?" Perhaps I've just never had to time, or maybe I've been too scared to find out.

I realize though, that my likes & the things I want aren't too distinct from what most other people of my generation want.

Rambling 4

What do I want to do with myself?

Well, what do I want now?

I want peace w/o stress, & I want self-discovery

I want to go back to a "ritual"", of yoga & time for myself despite homework.

I want to be loved in a way that I don't have to second guess myself, as so I can be aware

I want emotional intelligence so I can stop jumping to zephyrous conclusions.

However, I don't know what I need.

Written October 12th