October 17th

I stress & I stress

I just seems like this school year is total opposite of last. I always come back to a state of surrender, or "I give up." I know this is contrary to my personality, but I think it's just human to feel inadequate sometimes. 

This poem sort of reflects that anxiety & worry

(An ode to ???)

Liberosis

Dunked in water, float on air

Drown oneself down, into a whirlpool

Take one's advice, another's

Find time to be, live, love, something else

Do it again, season after season

Try hard, fall, do it all again

Wait for it, see it through

Fall out, drown again

Come up for air, breathe here

Fly, free oneself

Written October 17th