October 19th

Am I in real victory over what I feel? Or do my attempts to "feel my feelings" make more progress towards real happiness?

Distinct?

One thing I can not say, can not say, I can not say

One thing I can not say, I won't be this way forever

A thing I can't deny, no can't deny is you

Nothing I would ever try, no never deny the truth

For better or for worse, I'm here as I am

I'm different & strange, but I find my own plans

You've got a view & that's nice / I've got new feels

I'm in disguise

Written October 19th